It's only Tuesday

Yes, it's only Tuesday and my whole world has changed as I know it.  Family things that needed to be, work things that still need to be, and healthy things that demand to be.  In the process of all this, perceptions changed forever and space freed up in my head that something new might fit now.  let me tell ya, I'm always gonna be OK cause I'm gonna chase the sun.  I'm gonna go where the end of the earth meets the blue and there for me will be a new self...

it's a lot about letting birds fly and dodging poop.  it's more about my own wings and bending bars.  taking roads i wanna go down instead of being dragged down.  feeling completion of things taught even if they aren't chosen.  wishing well to others and that they have eyes to see their way cause mine no longer lent.

  <<<<<<it's straight ahead where I run into me>>>>>>

 it's not about goodbyes or apologies, but humble surrender of prayerful love.  suitcase full of memories that when opened, explode the giggles of childhood.  it's permission to be me, to be free.  no titles, no expectations, no demands of unspoken duties.  more than anything it is...just...merely... time...